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specimen [feat. Doechii]

  • SUBJECT PINNED / UNDER OBSERVATION
  • AIR RECIRCULATED
  • FAULT LINE PRESENT

“You can measure every movement, you can never know me whole”

CASE NOTE

The literal definition of the album title. She is displayed under the dome, the fig tree branches overhead, every possible future ripe and out of reach, and she breathes her own sour air while the city burns too bright outside.

Keep still, look alive: the instructions come from the lab. Doechii's verse breaks the frame from inside, the study in the jar talking back, and the final chorus concedes only the measurements. What the fracture is stays with the specimen.

LYRICS / TRANSCRIPT

Intro

Keep still

Look alive

Verse 1

Pin me to the velvet, love

Big city lights are just a blur

Branches multiply above me

I can't pick which I prefer

Every future hangs there, ripe

Close enough to almost pick

I hold my face exactly right

Like choosing one would ruin it

Pre-Chorus

Touch the glass until it warms

Trace the parts you recognize

Every life I could have lived

Hangs somewhere on the other side

Chorus

I'm a specimen, a specimen

Breathing underneath the dome

Watch the whole world moving past me

Like a life I almost know

Specimen, specimen

A wanting thing you keep in sight

Stewing in my own sour air

While the city burns too bright

Post-Chorus

Keep still

Look alive

Verse 2

I disappear in scalding water

Scrub until the feeling thins

All my lives are lined up nicely

None of them will let me in

I perform a little tremble

Give you sorrow you can keep

Hold the pose until it's pretty

Make the waking look like sleep

Pre-Chorus

Touch the surface 'til it's warm

Trace the parts you recognize

Every life I could have lived

Hangs somewhere on the other side

Chorus

I'm a specimen, a specimen

Still breathing underneath the dome

Watch the whole world moving past me

Like a life I almost know

Specimen, specimen

A wanting thing you keep in sight

Stewing in my own sour air

While the city burns too bright

Rap

Four on the floor, let it knock through the slab

Hands off the glass, don't you smudge up the lab

Haylie on the chart with a pin in her back

They wrote me down stable, watch me laugh at that

Soft voice, hard facts, hear the hairline crack

I'm a study in a jar and the jar talkin' back

Fig tree in my ribs droppin' fruit on the tile

One ripe, one rotten, and I want 'em in a pile

Pick with my teeth, never learned to pick clean

Every life I let spoil got a sister in me

Breathe on the pane 'til the science go blurry

Hold the smile on three, hold it, hold the fury

Spin that loop, let the sample stretch

Every small twitch got a plane to catch

Bridge

The glass remembers fingerprints

Even after hands are gone

I live somewhere behind my eyes

Watching everything move on

Hold me underneath the light

You can see where pressure lives

You can name the smallest fracture

You can't tell me what it is

Chorus

I'm a specimen, a specimen

Still breathing underneath the dome

You can measure every movement

You can never know me whole

Specimen, specimen

A wanting thing you keep in sight

There's a fault line running through me

And the world is just outside

PUBLISHED CREDITS
ARTIST
Haylie Ferguson
FEATURING
Doechii
EDITION
the bell jar: victoria lucas
LABEL
Maison Oblique Entertainment
STREAMING LINKS ARRIVING