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idling…

  • VITAL SIGNS STABLE
  • DRIVER'S SEAT EMPTY
  • FACE STILL SMILING

“Somebody's home in here, God, I hope it's me inside”

CASE NOTE

A report on dissociation read off the monitor. The lungs keep working, the heart clocks in on time, she laughs at the right part of the film, and the body goes on performing with nobody at the wheel.

Logged in the archive under its working title, "Vital Signs". Its closing beep runs straight into the beep that opens Fine China, so the two files play as one continuous reading.

LYRICS / TRANSCRIPT

Verse 1

Lungs keep doing their job without asking

Heart's still clocking in on time

I watch it run from somewhere past my sternum

Like a jukebox still running on nobody's dime

Nobody taught the reflex

How to stop when I check out

It just keeps making the deliveries

Long after the lights are out

Pre-Chorus

It doesn't need me here

It just keeps going on

Turns out I was never

The one it was coming from

Chorus

Vital signs, vital signs

Still running, left behind

Somebody's home in here

I just don't know who's inside

Everything's running fine

(Idling, idling)

Nobody's in the driver's seat

And the face keeps on smiling

(And the face keeps on smiling)

Verse 2

I laughed at the right part of the movie

On reflex, like a nerve that still fires

I said your name and felt the shape of missing you

Was it still something alive?

It learned the gestures off by heart

And keeps them all by rote

Now it does the whole performance

Without needing a soul to quote

Pre-Chorus

It doesn't need me here

To carry the whole thing home

Whatever's left of me

It's underneath the chrome

Chorus

Vital signs, vital signs

Still running, left behind

Somebody's home in here

I stopped asking who's inside

Everything's running fine

(Idling, idling)

Nobody's in the driver's seat

And the face keeps on smiling

(And the face keeps on smiling)

Break

Anybody home?

(Idling, idling)

Bridge

I don't know when I left, or if I ever did

I might still be in the room, just facing the wall

Either way the lights keep running on schedule

Either way it answers when you call

It answers in my voice, it answers in my name

It gets the details right

And nobody who knows me has noticed anything

They say I sound alright

Chorus

Vital signs, vital signs

Still running, left behind

Somebody's home in here

God, I hope it's me inside

Everything's running fine

(Idling, idling)

Somebody find the driver

Before the fuel runs out

Outro

(Idling, idling)

(Idling, idling)

PUBLISHED CREDITS
ARTIST
Haylie Ferguson
EDITION
the bell jar: victoria lucas
LABEL
Maison Oblique Entertainment
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